Sunday, February 26, 2006
fuck. I hate myself....I have not execiresed at all this week... i am disgusted at myself
4:34 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006
Boredem
bored. really, I am. The only thing I have done in the past 3 hours is well.... nothing. Damn, this is/was a definate waste of time....Blah
7:12 PM
Boredem
bored. really, I am. The only thing I have done in the past 3 hours is well.... nothing. Damn, this is/was a definate waste of time....Blah
7:12 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
*yawns*
blah....fuck.
have you ever felt so crap that the only thing you really wanted to say was fuck?
Like, just repeated the word. And then scream....
Ever felt like that?
Now that you have read the above, guess. What do you think my emotional status is?
2:43 AM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
A Story: A Broken Heart
ok. Let me tell you a story.A long long time ago, there was a girl, lets call her Bonnie. She went to a new school and started liking this guy called Henry. One day, Henry texted Bonnie and asked if Bonnie liked him. Bonnie said yes, and Henry said he liked her too. However, Bonnie was later to realise that Henry was a fickle person.
Anyways, Bonnie asked Henry out, thinking that since they liked each other, why not? So they went out. And then, 3 days later, Henry told Bonnie's best friend that he did not like her. Bonnie vowed to get over Henry. But failed. It seemed like a good thing because a few days later, Bonnie's friend ,Dylan told Bonnie that Henry liked Bonnie a little.
That day, a tuesday, was filled with joy for Bonnie. She was happy and Henry was very nice to her. However, in chinese class, Henry said "Oh! You wear contacts! My girlfriend wears contacts."
Bonnie's heart sank. She wanted to die. But she clung on to a ray of hope that Henry liked her. And that this girlfriend was a lie. Or that he did not like his girlfriend that much (he does that a lot, he will go out with anyone).
The next day, wednesday, Bonnie was hanging out with her best friend. She walked around a bit and heard Henry's best friend say "Sorry Bonnie, Henry's got another girl."
Bonnie pretended to be cool and said "Do you think I care?"
Henry's best friend said "You do."
Bonnie ignored Henry's best friend. She could lie to herself, as long as she did not see it herself. And she had seen it with her eyes that day. She knew. Henry was going out with someone else. Bubt still, Bonnie's face was impassive. But like they always did, Bonnie knew her eyes were doors to her soul. In the dim light, she hoped that Henry could not see her eyes, or the tears that were collecting in her eyelids. And she also knew that she could not decive herself. Henry had seen her eyes. So had his girlfriend and best friend. They knew. Her heart was breaking.
She made it to the bathroom, then she locked herself in a stall. Some 15 minutes later, she muffled her sobs, blew her nose and walked out. She pretended that nothing was wrong. But no one believed her. All her friends knew. It had to do with Henry.
She tried to make her eyes happy. She failed. Again. Her eyes were always windows. Anyone could see through them. Bonnie's friends knew that console was not needed. Bonnie would pull herself through. Even if she did not, she would not show it. And, even if they gave her advice, she would not take it.
Like my story? Try to fill in the gaps. The names of the certain Bonnie and Henry.
I bet you don't have to think to guess my emotional status.
*post note*
last few paragraphs were COMEPLETLY exxagerated. I mean, it was true... well... some of it was a bit well... exxagerted.
12:43 AM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
lol. I know I have not blogged in ages but anyway, my birthday was on the 12th of February, and it was the best! lol. Only like 10 people came, but still it was fun. I loved my presents! Seriously they were the best! Ok, this is what I got
Mariah Carey CD from Joyce
And a Lindsay Lohan CD from Pei Ting :D
From my parents I got really great presents!
A phone from my mom...
And from my dad....
First I got a simple red box
but inside...
There was a....
DIAMOND TENNIS BRACELET!
*gloats when sees the face of those who are staring wistfully at the stones* lolol
**click to enlarge
haha
Anyway, from ppl in UWC, I got a bag from Hernando
Don't you think it is nice? *reine, don't even think about it*
I'll continue this post later.... lol. It is round about 130 am. Not good when you are supossed to be up at 530. lol.
7:45 AM
Monday, February 06, 2006
ouch! I hate fricking mosquitos!I hate 300 bites on my feet, legs, arms and neck! arrgh!
SO FUCKING ANNOYING!
Does anyone have insect repellent?!
6:48 AM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
I was reading about Angelina and Brad Pitt, the whole marrige. I dunno. I have always thought of Angelina as a, well. Slut. Or so to speak. But now I am not sure. But damn, I hate Brad Pitt. The fucking loser. He was not yet divoreced with Jennifer aniston, and he knocked up Angelina. Seriously.
The Bradffier
no more
Now! there is the Bradgelina
lol. so bored so i am blogging about shit!
"D
8:18 PM
*grins*I cleaned out my closet today....
I had no idea how much shit I had. I realised that I have clothes all the wasy from 1997. Sad eh?
Yeah, Now my closet is SO empty. Like really empty. Empty beyond empty. I have about 25 shirts i can wear. Sad eh?
25 that I CAN wear. 5 that I will. Wear, I mean.
Oh, and I redecorated my room. Or so to speak.
Remember how my room was all white and boring? Yeah. Now there are about 4 posters and a bunch of photos and 1 post card. So if anyone has old posters or nice post cards you can send them to me. "D
lol
8:16 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
OK, I seriously need to password protect this site. Really, I have to hide what i write in hear from my bratty sister.Okay, my blog. What do I use my blog for. For communication with my friends that I would have otherwise lost contact with. My blog is a place where my friends find out what is going on in my life (and terrorise me later). And what I tell my friends, I usually don't tell my bratty nine year old sister.
So if anyone ( Pei Ting!!!!!!) can help me with this stupid script promt thing, I will be AMAZINGLY gratelful!!!!!!